I am a 27 year old male, throughout my entire life I have suffered from Anxiety and Depression. In the past year I have (finally) been diagnosed with Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder. There are two people that live inside this head of mine, one is the loving, caring person, who would never harm a fly. The other side? That side is dark, evil, the other side does not care if I get hurt, does not care for the future, and will do almost anything in an attempt to destroy my life.
I am covered in scars, I couldn't even begin to describe the hatred and anger I have for myself when I am at my lowest, just like how you feel about yourself when you are at the bottom of that dark hole.
I just want you to know you are not alone.
The only reason I am still here today, is because I have the love of an amazing friendship group, they don't judge me, they just try and help me as best they can, even when I will throw anything and everything back in their face, because nothing they say, in my opinion, will help.
Talking DOES help, you may not want too, but find someone you can trust, be it a friend, a family member, or even a professional.
You may be lost within the labyrinthine maze of your own mind, but every maze has an exit, even when you feel hopeless and lost, there is always hope, and there is always a way out.
Never give up on yourself, because I will never give up on you.
All my love,